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2011-02-19 10-10-52 |
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I resent
I resent that a close friend of 10 years is throwing our friendship way. I was not really telling all my friends I was buying a condo till I had passed papers for many personal reasons. After I passed papers I started to tell my friends when I saw them. No mass email or phone s to all. Well this friend who I love like family and really has a big heart has been very busy helping a friend and I just saw her yesterday for the first time sence I passed papers. when I told her my news she made it very clear she was devastated the I took so long to tell her. she also felt all of our friends knew before her as others had ed her and spoke of it. I tried to explain it was not about her and I did not mean for her to be last to know. I apoligied from the bottom of my heart for hurting her feelings. I asked her to try to forgive me. She said , " whats done is done, it will always be there, she will be cordial to me at social settings ( we are part of a large group of close friends who get together often)." I tried and tried to get her to forgive me and she finally said "I have nothing else to say to you". so I walked away. I feel terrible. I resent time for not letting me go back and fix this.
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