What do I need to feel how she makes me feel without her being there. There's got to be something less dependant on someone else to make it happen. I had such a good day. damnit.

i wish i knew

does your heart blow in the wind?

when it's good it's amazing when it's bad, it's gut-wrenching

she owes me more that sounds selfish, but I dont give a fuck. I get to be.

he tells me he needs space and i feel the entire tide of "us" changing

now its the part of the relationship where you don't spend every minute together and you can get back to doing your own things and living your own lives while still being in eachothers. it is a change but more of an evolution

we've always been respectful of space he is dealing with personal tragedy doesn't want to let me in to help he tells me he needs space and "disappears" from my life; effectively shutting me out patience is what i need to deal; i'm just unaccustomed to absolutely zero contact with him

i miss him :(

me too :(

you miss him too?

a different him but yes

can it be hugs time now? :(

If it were up to me all you want.